i still am upset.

my status was just:
"Im caught in between. what should i do? go back to brunei to acc mum and miss bf's 21st birthday? or shorter time spend with mum?"

Which freaking line says that i don't wanna come back to brunei because of bf's 21st birthday. i guess people do have some problem with their english.. or they just always think that im not the kinda good girl..

I still dun believe it man. i got reprimanded for not wanting to come back to brunei because of that status.. when i willing cleared ALL my leave of the year, spend the tickets and MISS MY 3rd Anni (this is like 10x more impt that bf's birthday) to come back and spend a long 2 weeks here.

well, should i get use to it? because in their eyes im never good enough.
Not academically, financially, not my character, not my behaviour..
and im damn tired of being compared with their children..
because their own kids aint not that good!
sometimes i feel like spilling all out.
and FIY - Money DOES NOT make the world go round..
damn...

stop blaming my parents for "letting" me be a Christian.
because it's pretty much MY choice, MY faith, MY belief..
And i'll NOT let go of it.